Random Thought again

Browse thru the net .. and spotted some group that I joined under invitations had become private .. for some reason, the founder was found accused and decide to left that group .. It reminds me bout .. how things screwed up when u just getting hand on it. I had it before .. quite some times back, was quite active and mix myself around wif the peeps in the lobby (that is u noe what kind of term Im talking bout). Poking ppl or biting ppl which I normally used to do, from a newbie til someone can stand at the top 10 ranking which makes me feels great .. everytime when u logged in, ppl wil just greet you .. makes u feel so much at home. Tho .. never get to meet them before .. they were just over in another places. Well .. one day .. someone just screwed me up .. and I just decide to quit that group after like .. 2 -3 years ? hmm ..

Wasnt really in moood is some of the reason, wont tell you unless you are someone that I duno of. Thaat is kinda of weird answer I gonna say. I wont tell anyone .. perhaps .. I just keep it to myself. Feeels kinda sad .. Feels kinda left out .. Actually .. is feels very very left out .. Lost track since when I do haf this kinda feeling. Was mixing quite well .. but .. I guess when times come .. things just wont last long. Suppose be a happy time .. but it never be anymore. Doing it .. more like a routine to me .. and I feel kinda reluctant of doing it anymore.

Im still ok .. Im still ok for those who are concern .. is just ....

Nvm .. forget bout it .